Wednesday 16 November 2011

Heart or Head?

At the start when i wanted to write about this i had something else in my head or heart? sometimes its difficult to actually locate where the source of inspiration is coming from, but i kept thinking over this the entire night and i came up to put my head or heart whichever you may decide in a literal form.
I might take here some abstraction as example to highlight my point of views so i would ask my reader to bear with my literature for few minutes !
Since my childhood i had been noticing that while passing though different phases of life, life has always been like a unfetchable dream, we always move ahead, always stretching, reaching,longing,striving for perfection, trying to reach our goals, sometimes we do make it there.... sometimes we fail at it badly !
When we do make it there, jumping with joy is the reaction, when we don't make it there, definitely dissapointment takes over !
I simply cant seem to comprehend what is the actual decisive factor which sets the thin line - the difference between the win and lose. What happens....when a failure occurs....or what is it that makes you reach for what you targeted for !
I still remember when i went for matriculation i had my head completely into it ! i worked hard got good grades....although weren't obviously up-to my expectation but still....it wasn't bad ! i kept moving on...started doing business as such was the case in my family to start business at early ages i realized that most of the business deals made successfully are through cunning decision,definitely coming from the head !
When you are trying to fix something you use your head ... it does work at times.... sometimes it makes one lose his or her head... you cant make it happen! you finally give up ! so when does one starts believing in don't give up? where does this feeling of never give up, never surrender surfaces from?
Moving back to the topic, there came my dark ages... i turned care free about my career,least concerned of whats going around, never bothered of whats going on perhaps i became heartless, not to mention the heart breaking episodes in the middle of bad love life , but nevertheless life kept on moving.
But one must admit that in a guys life these heart break are sort of revelations that makes a a boy turn stone cold and one become merciless ! but i think its better to turn to the side of nature and every beautiful thing that life has to offer rather then turning into a cold heart, i developed an interest in the history and kept reading through lots of people who somehow made it to the top but the actual revelation that came to me to that thin line that separates the success and failure is actually who ever made it to the top was more things that were associated with words like determination,aspiration, motivation.... these words complex to pronounce are rather complex as well when applied into human emotions as well, they make you achieve things which are considered impossible according to brain statistical analysis ! go around, turn the pages of history and you will find remarkable achievement all done on the basis of such complex words embedded into a human mind, the source being the heart ! i made myself a test subjects to it and did my graduation with pathetic grades and from out of nowhere was given a chance to compete with the best of the best at my post-graduation, like all every teacher of mine had a kind of cynical approach towards it as they say i wont last here , if you want to put it into colors - here is an example imagine a donkey ! competing in a race with the most well bred horses, if allowed to bet, what does the odd says, wont one take into account, but turned out i took this cynical approach and remarks upon me rather more egoistically and in response i turned more determined to beat those horses, I PUT my heart into it finally and decided to knock it off ! the result did came out , i know i might sound ridiculous but this underdog was reigning the competition, the horses have failed, the mathematical and statistical approach of more sane brain turned out to be futile, how do miracles happen?
I came to the conclusion its the more complex heart that makes one achieve the impossible , they say one can achieve anything if you just put your head into it, i strongly contradict, i say one can achieve anything once you put your heart into it !
Now medical sciences might disapprove this theory as its the brain is considered to be the calculator of  logic's and does all the thinking process , so what is heart? how does it thinks, how does one rises above all the others and reach height not known to any mind ! i leave onto you my reader to understand this complex topic, but would still end the note that try to read out history every greatness achieved has lot of passion infused into it ! passion....again a complex thing ! :)